There is nothing like the feeling of a new season that is starting, or is it?
In this post I am taking things more personal. Starting my “new life” in a different country/ city has been one of the most challenging things I have ever done and it seemed right to just have a freash start.
What I didn’t know was how much I would learn in the process.
I have never know how to be by myself, I have alwaysfound the way to be with someone: a friend, a boyfriend or random people, this is what being alone here has taught me and now I understand a lot of things and started loving myself, wanting to be with myself and nobody else. I had forgotten how much I love going to the library, watching a very girly series or just read Vogue.
“…Now I am figuring who I want to be, where I want and with whom I want to be without not being myself”.
All these years I have been living my life as if I am watching from outside, doing things just to keep people happy, going places I dont want to be and doubting of my beliefs just because I thought I was wrong. Now I am figuring who I want to be, where I want and with whom I want to be without not being myself.
There is no other feeling like wearing something you just bought for the first time and that is exactly how I feel right now about my life .
Photos: Cody Alderman